cluster headache?

Thursday (08.12.2011)

Dear diary,

3.30 pm : mula terasa2 sakit di keliling bebola mata...tengkuk & bahu menyengat2, tangan kiri tak boleh letak langsung atas meja, rasa lenguh giler..jadi menaip guna tangan kanan saja

3.45 pm : kepala dah start denyut2..mata bertambah sakit..

4.30 pm : menahan sakit sementara tunggu kul 5.30pm..deng!lamanye lagi..

5.30 pm : kuar office, ohh! Panasnye matahari sungguh terik..rasa gelap mata, stop jap tepi kereta,tunduk menahan hilang gelap mata...bile dah lega sikit, masuk kereta..terus pecut balik umah..

6.00 pm : stucked in jam in front of angsana!deng..kepala gile denyut..ni kalau accident pn i dah redha..dlm hati jerit2 nape jam???aku sakit gile dah ni..mata i genang2 tahan sakit..sempat capai phone, call arjoo..ckp sakit kepala balik ni..

6.15 pm : sampai umah, tidur smpai kul 7 pm..told danial, tgk2kan adik tunggu smpai ayah balik..plan nak kuar malam nampaknye hancur!

7.00 pm : mandi..sambung balik tidur..

7.15 pm : arjoo balik & belikan dinner..makan sikit jek..x lalu..terus tido lagi

1.15 am : terjaga dari tidur!Ya Allah makin sakit kepala, tengkuk i semua sakit..mata tak boleh tutup..rasa nak tercabut kepala..tahankan dulu

2.00 am : dah tak tahan..kejut arjoo smbil nangis2..cried like a baby..sedu sedan ckp sakitnye abg..Ya Allah..it was damn painful..dah 6 minggu mcm ni..why?? this pain is killing me:( masuk shower, bukak air, letak kepala bawah air..arjoo letakkan ais dlm zipper bag & put it on my neck & head..

3.00 am : i rasa nak solat sgt masa tu tapi period,so i asked arjoo to do solat hajat for me doakan utk kurangkan sakit i..while i was crying & rasa mcm nk hantuk jek kepala, he did solat hajat for me..if this is kifarah sbb Allah nak hapuskan dosa2 i before this i redha..i doa for great strength to face this..

4.00 am : the pain was still there..i asked arjoo to tidur dulu sbb sian plak die nak keje..he said nk amek cuti tapi i resist sbb next week i dah nak gi treatment & die pun cuti lama gak next week

4.15 am : i teringat a nice blogger, sabrina did give me this doa..so i recite, recite, recite smpai bape puluh kali pn x sedar..i tertidur at last..

7.00 am : terjaga dari tidur, bangun mandi, bagi makan anak2..masih sakit lagi kepala *sigh*

10.00 am : tidur until 1.30pm

that's me nowadays.. *sigh* if stay at office for whole day, mesti jadik macam ni..poor me:( one minute, i happy..one minute later, i sakit balik..to those yg sms/email/call i petang2, memang i takleh answer..

Can't wait for the treatment..i changed plan..instead of doing 2nd RF at kota bahru, kelantan..i chose to do prolotherapy at damansara..it'll be on 13/12 (tuesday)..hopefully e'thing goes well..pls pray for me

Signing off

XOXO

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